Learning and moulding

Having Troubles?

2009-06-10T01:08:00.004+08:00

God has a purpose behind every problem, i really believe in that.

He uses circumstances to develop our character.

In fact i think , He depends more on life circumstances experiences to mould us like Jesus than reading the Bible.

Life is a series of problems, everything you solve one problem another is waiting to take its place.

The Bible says '' The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those who are crushed in spirit. Your most intimate experiences of worship will likely to be in your darkest days when your heart is broken, when you are out of options,

To be Father-Filtered .

Remember that God's plans is good and have faith, He is far sighted, He knows the best for you even though its unclear yet.

Always rejoice and give thanks in all circumstances

Refuse to give up, patient and persistent develops perseverance.

Fighting porn? www.xxxchurch.com might help you

A organisation made to save sexual addicts.

i found them from a documentary on how they started. Its title Missionary position, very tough and touching. A calling from God.

Dear Lord.

2009-04-30T18:27:00.005+08:00

Dear Lord, please reprieve this pain,
Lord, I pray unto you...lend me comfort now as I continue to weep.
I’ve been bruised, choked and beaten emotionally by words
I’ve survived some horrible things to become flighty as the birds.
I do not wish to be alone, Lord forgive me as i grieve in despair.

Karen Karen

2009-04-30T17:00:00.009+08:00

Karen loved the outdoors, she loved feeling the wind caressing her, dipping her hands into the river, plucking the flowers and lying on the soft green grass. Though she was a frail little girl, no more than four feet three, she was a feisty girl, who could probably challenge a lion. Her gentle demeanour cloaked her adventurous and tenacious spirit within. That was not surprising, given that she grew up later in life as an orphan, learning to fend for herself from a tender age of five after her parents died in a fatal car crash. she was the only sole survivor of the Dorlington family.

She grieved for a while, but she bounced back. Whilst other girls are playing with their Barbie Dolls and miniature crockery sets, she was out in the streets every day, downpour or sunlit, selling matches to make a living. A cold, hard and unsheltered life. Despite her adverse circumstances, she had a positive outlook in life. For every setback that came her way, she turned those adversity into challenges. She often remarked, ''My, there's another hill for me to climb, but i shall conquer it. Nothing can ever daunt Joyous Karen'' Joyous Karen, that was the name to her given by her faithful mother before she died, for Karen had that distinctive trademark smile which simply amazed and enchanted all who saw her. While the years of hardship in the streets had taken their toil on her calloused hands and rough skin, her smile remained as radiant as ever. Karen had a small but steady pool of customers who bought matches from her frequently. Each time she handed them back their change, she did a little chit chatting with them. From her conversation with others, one could hardly guess that it was an economically and physically disadvantaged girl they were speak to. Her voice sounded so radiant, her smile so mesmerising and her outlook in life so positive that one simply envied the way she lived her life. Fate however, did not smile upon Karen for long.

One day, after packing up to go home, a van came screeching down the road. The van careened over to Karen as it skidded on the wet road. Unable to brake safely in time, the van moved diminutive Karen down. An ordinary person would be able to duck in time, but not Karen. Onlookers said that when Karen realised that she could not escape the inevitable, she clasped her hands in prayer and prayed out aloud ''God bless those in a hurry''. In just a moment, all was over. Karen was gone. The little girl who was born with no legs demised at a tender age of thirteen.

It is written with the inspiration of nick.

A thought too slow, A word too bold

2009-04-28T19:18:00.009+08:00

The beautiful azure sea only reflects the sunlit sky, does this love reflects nothing but me?

Define that love you need in order for your eyes to set on me.

Hanging on to that promise you've made i felt foolish,

Treating someone nice ,not for those blustering applause neither for glory,

I have to think twice when trying to be nice. its fatigue but love keeps me going

That smile mesmerises me although the culprit kills me later on, mentally

Sadness is like an iceberg, 10percent exposed but 80percent clandestine.

Its snowballing i know, too intricate to go , too intricate to go

Trying my best but she don't know, wouldn't know.

Meant to be baffling

God of this city

2009-03-25T00:03:00.003+08:00

You're the God of this City
You're the King of these people
You're the Lord of this nation
You are

You're the Light in this darkness
You're the Hope to the hopeless
You're the Peace to the restless
You are

There is no one like our God
There is no one like our God

[Chorus]
For greater things have yet to come
And greater things are still to be done in this City
Greater thing have yet to come
And greater things are still to be done in this City

There is no one like our God
There is no one like our God

[Chorus]
For greater things have yet to come
And greater things are still to be done in this City
Greater things have yet to come
And greater things are still to be done here

There is no one like our god
There is no one like our God

I really really love this song alot and also chris tomlin

Indescribable, Amazing grace, Your grace is enough ,this is our God ... basically almost all of his songs. Really love him

This song is originally from a band called Bluetree , Chris heard that song during one of his concert in northern ireland and was really blown away.

This song's lyrics is just so wonderful. So simple that brings joyful tears in my eyes when i hears it.

sometimes we need to take time and sit down and really listen to those lyrics.

For Greater Things Have Yet To Come, And Greater Things Are Still To Be Done Here

New sport shoes

2009-03-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

Finally! After church service today went to get a new sport shoes!

I was pestering my dad for quite awhile cause i used to have a sportshoe but lost it somewhere overseas so i couldnt do my evening runs anymore, But i can get back to the regular runs now :D and be prepared for my school sports day,

I took quite long to find myself a suitable one, SHIIOOOK

Hands down

2009-03-12T19:13:00.003+08:00

Hands down

Breathe in for luck,

breathe in so deep,

this air is blessed,

you share with me.

This night is wild,

so calm and dull,

these hearts they race,

from self control.

Your legs are smooth,

as they graze mine,

we're doing fine,

we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,

that your kiss might kill me.

So won't you kill me,

so I die happy.

My heart is yours to fill or burst,

to break or bury,

or wear as jewelery,

which ever you prefer.

Pre-Chorus

The words are hushed lets not get busted;

just lay entwined here, undiscovered.

Safe in here from all the stupid questions.

"hey did you get some?"

Man, that is so dumb.

Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...

so we can get some.

Chorus

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.

So won't you kill me, so I die happy.

My heart is yours to fill or burst,

to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,

which ever you prefer.

Bridge

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,

I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,

the dim of the soft lights,

the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers

and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late

and this walk that we shared together.

The streets were wet

and the gate was locked so I jumped it,

and I let you in.

And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist

and you kissed me like you meant it.

And I knew that you meant it,

that you meant it,

and I knew,

that you meant it,

that you meant it.

This song is written from love life experience of the singer from the band and i love it alot especially the bridge..

the song is at my playlist if u all wanna hear it.

Just wanna share with you all , songs i got mesmerised with.

Unseen asia

2009-02-28T23:13:00.004+08:00

Here are some interesting videos of asians (:

I LOVE CHIHUAHUAS!

2009-02-17T21:26:00.004+08:00

Chihuahuas are the best breed man! I love them! They're so friendly and playful ,protective at times too! They are so Cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Esp my Elmo! I love chihuahuas! <3

This video below shows the attitude of chihuahuas, almost all chihuahuas have the same attitude and playfulness. They are quiet ,independent and playful kind! But fierce when theres a need to.

God heals amputees!

2009-02-15T14:53:00.004+08:00

To all out there who thinks that God doesnt heal amputees. But the truth is HE DOES!

Jesus heals..

Matthew 15:29 - Jesus heals all sort of illness, Lame, blind etc etc but He said If Only You Have Faith.

In matthew 17:14 onwards theres a boy who had a demon in him. his father brought him the his disciple but they were unable to heal him. But when Jesus rebuked the demon that very moment the boy was healed instantly.

Then the disciples came to Jesus in private and asked him ,Why couldn't we drive it out?

Verse 20 Jesus replied "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.''

Matthew 21:21 Jesus replied, "I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and it will be done.

If you have faith in God and Dont doubt Him God will answer your prayer, Yes there are still amputees around the world, its simply either they didnt ask God for healing or they didnt have enough faith.

Yesterday, 12feb

2009-02-13T23:22:00.002+08:00

Wifey and i celebrated valentine days in advance on thursday because i think on valentine day itself everywhere will be fully booked and crowdy ,

We went to eat lunch at yoshinoya and went vivo city after school, shopped around there for hours then headed to habourfront centre for dinner at sakae sushi ! (:

Good food!. Btw my favourite food at sakae is ''fried tofu'' Heh.

Anyway after that we went to ben and jerry for icecreams and headed home. So deliciousssss.

Hungry?

It was a enjoyable day.

Gonna make sushi at home with wifey on valentine afternoon.

Photos later. My phone usb dont work so annoying.

Oh ya ignite was really good today. So many peoples, and great dvd message by pastor franklin. His cool.

Sigh

2009-02-12T23:35:00.006+08:00

Life is hard for me, Especially when u are in a very tough relationship. I am at a point which i dont know what to do. Sigh! :\ i reallly need a lovely warm hug and a shoulder to cry on now. I understand how Jesus felt at times. Its so hurtful yet He swallow it humbly. Only Jesus knows me well, HE had been through what i am going through.

What can separate me from Jesus? sorrows or sins of the world?

None.

Act 14;22 we must go through alot hardship to enter the kingdom of God

Matt. 24:13 But he who stands firm TO THE END will be saved

2 corinthians 1:9 this happened so that we might not reply on ourselves but on God,

who raises the dead.

1 peter 2:21 this you were called, because Christ suffered for you, leaving you an example, that you should follow in His steps

(some of my favs that never fails to cheer me up)

Jesus please come by tonight and comfort me.

Happy 6th monthsary wifey

2009-02-08T21:41:00.006+08:00

Happy 6th monthsary wifey :DD

I Love you lotsa.

My superrr devoted girlfriend <3

remember our first photo together ? --->

Hahah well before we are together thou.

Love you always.

Sorry if i neglected you at times or made you upset,

Thanks for standing by with me even thou i changed alot.

o8.o8.o8 ❤

2009-02-07T21:03:00.003+08:00

Friday after school went to meet keith and went to his place for drum lessons, its was really good then went to jog with keith around the estate lucky the weather saved me or my eyes will bleed running with him after long, haha after that we went for ignite. The meeting was good, i love the message alot its about 'guarding your mouth not to say unessasary words' by steph. After that went for supper at serangoon garden. The food is good, i ordered a cup of longan drink. I was shocked by the size of the mug. Its so huge like almost 1 litre of longan juice... i drank until i was so bloated and almost died haha. Jians meet up with us later and manage to help us finish the delicious food. Then i went to keith's place to stayover for a night. Slept at around 4+ because i was playing old school nintendo games on the internet like Contra and golden axe. Haha.

Next saturday morning went for co-operate prayer at boundary. After that i mopped the floor and

trim the bamboo plant outside, it made my hand itch all over it was full of bugs. In the evening, Aunty lydia arrived at singapore so glad and happy to be the first few to see her first! then we had music practice then i left for home, It has been really fun pass two days

Thanks maria for cheering me up.

Keith for the wonderful food and drum lessons

Jians for keeping me company.

And i am sorry wifey if u are mad at me for not replying your msges, my phone died so i couldnt really msg you.

Miss mitch too.

Today

2009-02-05T18:50:00.004+08:00

School as usual, But i was dissapointed with my 2.4 run during pe, didnt get gold. msged youth pastor about some verses. Felt so dumb. cause i tot the bear in that verse refers to the animal bear but actually its the other bear which is carrying something, eg bearing burdens. Anyway watched a movie after school called Wedding game, Dont really think its nice but its worth as long as i could spend time with my girlfren

Sore throat isnt getting better, Prayer please~!

1 john 7-8

For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word and the Holy Ghost and these three are one.

Sick:\

2009-02-04T14:52:00.000+08:00

Having sore throat now, its so awful.

Hope i will get better soon. School was fine today i guess.

i always bring a pocket bible to school and i find it kinda useful because when u get discourage or when u are bored you can take it out to read. This happen to me earlier on this morning.

i got sort of discourage over some matters so i took out my pocket bible and started reading it. The words comforted me and i manage to memorise a few verse in school(:

i'll leave one here.

Matthew 6:14-15

For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.

Transformer 2.

2009-02-03T19:29:00.000+08:00

Dying to watch it, I am going to watch it straight away when its showing it in cinemas.

Transformer 2 -Revenge of the fallen,

The trailer looks good. am expecting it to be better than the first transformer.

Okay today had school as usual, But history was particularly fun and enjoyable. I really like history now, because we got a new teacher and i used to hate history because of the previous crappy teacher who made history boring. Our new teacher used the game simulations to show us how war strategy was used. I think that game is called Rise of Nation. By the way his a full time joker, never runs of our jokes that brighten my day. After school i watched 'Journey to the center of the earth' dvd with dear. Its quite alright i guess but lots of computer edits and graphics. i'll post again soon. God bless.

My lovely girlfriend

2009-02-02T19:52:00.000+08:00

I love my girlfriend, Her name is Nicole!
She's so adorable, i love the way she hugs me,
i love the way she pampers me
i love the way she holds my hand
i love the way when she forgive me instantly without hesitating a second
i love the way she gives in to me
She might be the best i could ever had eventhou she gets quite petty at times.. HAHA!. But she stood by with me through tides and sorrows.
She has given up many things just to be with me. I was driven in my studies partly because of her, i want to get good grades so that i will be able to get a good job to give her a better life in the future.
I love Her!
A good date too, o8.o8.o8

Missing you mitch!

2009-02-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

Hi

2009-02-02T19:29:00.000+08:00

This is my first time doing a blog, excuse me for being nooby at this. :x
Anyway i might not post that often cause i dont really have a exciting life to post about
everyday.
Mitch has left singapore for aust .And i missed him already and also the ooi's family, Its like everything is just a dream. People come;people go and its so hard to adjust sometimes when you got used to a certain friendship.
Well its been 1 month plus since i decided to turn from my old ways. And its really been tough for me. Its so hard to be humble at times and getting rejected by friends cause you are not cool anymore or whatever. I'll post again soon. Takecare